INSANITY = confusing realities: essays. self-therapy sessions
About this ebook
And ... i still do it.
I thought it's stupidity ... using that excuse so many times ... but it's sort of a trick.
One trying to build a parallel world ... where i can mix all the elements which i like.
La creme de la creme ... as french people are saying.
But ... i am still weak.
Not being able to properly do it ... and when i understand that it's already too late ... i all the time become insane.
Really insane.
Losing the control on myself.
I mean ... totally.
Somehow becoming ... the worst version of myself as a human being.
Of course ... still trying to heal myself ... but failing.
You see ... the ugly truth is that my mind ... is not functioning properly anymore ... and i have to admit that I am too confused.
I guess ... i just need to stop myself.
Unfortunately ... i can't.
So ... meanwhile ... i jump from one reality to another ... not understanding very well what is really going on ... and ...
Well ... always acting weirdly.
Looking as a fool.
Or better said ... a clown.
One came from hell.
Discover more
About the author
I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.
20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.
It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.
This is not a poet ... and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.
And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist... either.
I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.
Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.
I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.
I personally continue to ... write.
It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...
Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.
And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.
