I still remember when Fyodor Dostoevsky deeply said; but why are they so fond of me if I don't deserve it? Oh, if only I were alone and no one loved me, and I too had never loved anyone! Nothing of all this happened. Why we are here! That's the question almost every human asks himself at least once in his life when he's exhausted from everything. We all have this weird feeling of not wanting anything after a certain events where the things that brought us comfort in the past no longer bring us peace, energy and blissfulness. The spark of our desires fade away as soon as we taste them and even if we get what we want, we aren't contented for too long and then look for other desires and after I feel, the things that don't give us constant peace and blissfulness are not the absolute truth of the universe and if we don’t transform our outlook, all things would remain the same. It's us who are changing everything from our internal energy; really, something is transforming inside ourselves and that push enlighten or fades away our illusions. As soon as we feel closer to death, we would even perceive the rarest diamond just as a piece of stone. That diamond was still the precious diamond but something inside you has changed that the inner value of the diamond no longer fascinates you. Hence, at what stage you are standing, would decide how you would really steer your life and that would become your fortune or life’s biggest disaster. One thing is clear, we, humans are designed to do something all the time. Even if we don't sit absolutely idle for a longer time, our minds still may go mad because of that little idleness or fear of being lonely. Even when we, writers sit in solitude, we engage our minds in deep meditation with some creative work that finally results in a masterpiece. Hence, to do absolutely nothing means you really have doing something with the engagement of your mind. We all can't sit alone for too long because our own mind starts to eat us and even if we don't love people or something, we all are pushed to engage because we have no real choice but after a decade of my conscious experiences, I learned one beautiful thing; you can live alone as long as you meditate for life. Sitting idle is easy when you are foolish or extremely wise because your mind has nothing significant and wise to awaken your state of loneliness or you no longer entertain the fear of your soul. You would feel good even with sitting idle but my mind got astonished that being wise is like being childish. If you are alone in a room and a little flower in your pot doesn't fascinate you then nothing in this world would ever. To love the tree, you have to take interest in the seed and then you can learn the process and once you learn that no one in this world can destroy you or bargain you for giving his company. The universe was created with little details, atoms and we are itself the details and as soon as we get aligned with deep things, our soul starts to unlock the mystery of our existence. We know we would rarely be able to understand the mystery of this universe but as soon as we feel closer to ourselves, we feel closer to the creator of the universe. Creation and Consumption both are the natural healers of humans; someone who found beauty in the details, created something so we all can see and feel them. When Vincent Van Gogh was stressed and depressed with himself and society, he created paintings and those paintings are the deep reflection of how he lived and loved and what he saw in this universe. Remember, it's about the feeling. The feeling makes the tiny and insignificant things too beautiful. Also, he never stopped creating, not because he couldn’t but because there was a voice in his heart that listened more and understood the universe better and that voice could listen to the magic of this universe but he needed people who could feel and understood his paintings but almost nobody understood him and he started to hate his life and later that doubt had begun rising in his heart. I have experienced all of his paintings and knew he just needed someone who could hug him and say; everything will be all right. Sometimes it's just a few words and little gestures that save human lives.
What an artist craves; just some appreciation. What the universe craves, just some creation and gratitude to what it offers to us and it would give us infinite energy in the form of creation. When you respect creation, you respect the entire existence of humans.
Creation and Consumption, 30 Minutes Read would definitely transform the way to look at your soul and I can promise, the process of reading this book would unlock a part inside you which you have rarely experienced in your life. You know, most people think, art is useless. Why art has to be made when we are rich and have money to live the way we want but the absolute beauty of things isn’t ready to consume as it is but we all create it with our artistic abilities. Sometimes the flower is beautiful but the garden is dirty. The techniques and methods inside this book would guide you in the way that you would start to look at yourself the different way, in the most beautiful way.
If your daily life seems poor, do not blame it; blame yourself, tell yourself that you are not poet enough to call for its riches; for the creator, there is no poverty and no poor in different places. - Rainer Maria Rilke.
