The Last Time We Say Goodbye

From New York Times bestselling author Cynthia Hand comes a stunning, heart-wrenching novel of love and loss, which ALA Booklist called "both shatteringly painful and bright with life and hope" in a starred review.

Since her brother, Tyler, committed suicide, Lex has been trying to keep her grief locked away, and to forget about what happened that night. But as she starts putting her life, her family, and her friendships back together, Lex is haunted by a secret she hasn't told anyone—a text Tyler sent, that could have changed everything.

• A Heart-Wrenching Story of Grief: Lex is a survivor, left to pick up the pieces after her brother Tyler’s suicide. But moving on feels impossible when she’s the only one who knows the truth about that night.
• A Haunting Secret: A single text message. A call she didn’t answer. Lex is carrying a secret that could have changed everything, and it’s tearing her apart from the inside out.
• Fractured Family and Friendships: With her family shattered and her friends kept at a distance, Lex tries to navigate her pain alone. But the people who love her, including her ex-boyfriend Steven, won’t give up on her.
• An Unforgettable First Love: She pushed him away when she needed him most, but their story isn’t over. This poignant, character-driven novel explores the enduring power of connection in the midst of tragedy.