His Plumb Mate: Journey From Rejection to Redemption

'Let's get this over with, I have things to do. Just so you understand, I have a Alphastrong and BEATIFUL Luna by my side. I Cullen Niles, of the Ironclaw Pack, reject you, Rebel Lawson, as my mate and Luna.

Instantly, my chest feels like it is ripped open and gutted. The pain is the worst I've ever felt. But I refuse to show pain in front of Alpha Cullen. I stay rigid and force my face not to react. Roxie is howling in desperation, because she wants her mate and he just rejected us, causing her immense pain too. The sooner I accept, the sooner we can move on.”I, Rebel Lawson, accept your rejection.” It was like a final death blow. I see Alpha Cullen grab his chest, taking deep breaths.

Then after a couple of minutes he stood straight up. I still haven't moved. Bearing all the pain until Roxie and I can be alone. “You will not mention this to anyone, do you understand?” As much pain as I was in, I couldn't muster up the strength to say yes, so I just nodded. “Good, I can't have people knowing I was mated to such a she-wolf.” With that, he turned and walked away.

I turned and went back to the lake, sat down next to my guitar and then the barriers crumbled. I held on to my chest and cried for hours. Roxie feeling weak from the rejection, retreated to the back of my mind. She was still talking to me, but it was much quieter. I felt so incredibly alone. Fates mates were supposed to love each other, no matter what. He was supposed to protect, cherish and love me. However, I felt more unwanted and alone.