When Blake Alexander vanishes on a mission of mercy, the galaxy mourns a prince. But for Emperor Fred and Ana, the truth is far more impossible: Blake has not died — he has become. Through a twist of time and fate, the boy they loved has returned as the man he was always meant to be… and the man they must now learn to live with.
In the quiet of a backyard where roses remember and an elm tree keeps its secrets, Fred and Ana navigate a grief without death and a love stretched across lifetimes. Publicly, they uphold the lie that Blake is missing. Privately, they carry the unbearable truth that he stands among them in another form.
As Fred struggles with the weight of two lives — the boy he was and the man he is — Ana must reconcile the husband she loves with the youth she lost. Meanwhile, Blake’s son Lakelandite inherits his father’s mantle in the afterlife’s chaotic bureaucracy, discovering that even death has paperwork… and that some legacies are impossible to escape.
Tender, mythic, and emotionally devastating, The Magicians: And We Still Dream is a story of love that survives time, identity that fractures and reforms, and the quiet magic that lingers in the spaces we leave behind.
For readers who love intimate fantasy, cosmic melancholy, and stories where the supernatural feels achingly human.
Rachel Lawson is an Australian fantasy author known for blending gothic atmosphere, cosmic mythology, and deeply human emotion. Her stories weave together dreamscapes, magic, and family drama, creating worlds where the supernatural feels intimately personal. With a flair for dark whimsy and operatic stakes, she crafts tales that linger long after the final page.