We Won't Die Wondering

Sean McFirnn

Apr 2021 · Nighthawk Publication

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317

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Eligible

About this ebook

Author Sean McFirnn uses for his title WE WON'T DIE WONDERING an Aussie saying, for as he says, 'No expression quite sums up the Australian character as this phrase, which translates roughly into: 'Don't be a fuckin' coward. Do what you desire before you die, even if you die tryin'. ' The Sadist and masochist ramp-up their Games in the dungeon and their mateship beyond it to a new level. Sean says, 'BDSM need not preclude genuine mateship but must only be kept segregated from it.' Moreover, even the Alpha has come to admit that they are both in love. He takes his Best-Mate back to Melbourne to meet the family. They are an old Catholic family with strong Irish roots. After this, the tw travel from ocean-to-ocean on the Indian-Pacific Railway over to Perth and fly back to the USA via Tokyo. The Aussie is treated by his extraordinary stories of this old West-Texas ranching family, but they never get to visit because the older brothers have a history of trying to kill their younger because their father in his will gave over the financial=management of the immense family holdings to the younger of his sons. Things get even wilder when the BDSM-lovers journey to Hawaii. The Aussie's Catholicism, which the Sado has heretofore exploited to coloure his torture of his maso with images taken from the sufferings of the Holy Martyrs in religious-art. But a growing sense of sin and guilt proves too much, and he goes wild, hatefucking and torturing his lover, until he gets a grip on himself. Although the maso has enjoyed every bit of it for all the hint of danger, his lover is horrified. They actually come to an understanding of how to solve things, and their way of resolving it is nothing short of outrageous.

About the author

Sean McFirnn left his native Australia at eighteen to attend university and to have his career in the USA. This was not for lack of love for his native-land, yet, in mid-century, his countrymen's backward-view of Male-Male Love, especially BDSM, made his life unbearable. The US was itself no BDSM Utopia, so he made the decision to become an American-citizen and to change his name so that no word of a potential arrest in a gay-bar would get back to his very religious family. 'I wanted,' says Sean, 'complete freedom to be myself and take my consequences by myself. I was after-a-fashion born again' The feared arrest did not happen. Life opened up with the 1970s. He had a long successful career and also had many BDSM experiences in America and some in Europe. Now retired and living in relative isolation in the rainforests of Kuai, Sean has set out to write novels showing Aussies that their cult of Mateship can exist side-by-side with consensual, healthy, and sane BDSM relationships. In intention at-least, he has sought to offer by-way-of thanks to the BDSM world, this: he seeks to sketch BDSM in its psychological and philosophical complexity--and to do so in a very personal prose-style. Yeah-look, mates, it is only a sketch, but it was made with love.

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