Self Portrait

· Chronicle Books
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Winner of the Rainbow Book of the Year

“I know of no other book that so tenderly, convincingly, and completely authentically captures the quest of a young, queer character. Beautiful!” – Benny Lindelauf

Jip has an assignment from school for spring break: draw a self-portrait. That should be easy for someone who can draw so well. Yet Jip's thoughts keep wandering. To the new boy in class, to beetles and fireflies, to twilight dreaming, to the party next Friday, and especially to the boy who changed Jip's world once and for all.

Ludwig Volbeda writes as he draws: sensitively, intimately, and with striking observations and metaphors that gradually give the reader insight into Jip’s innermost thoughts. What results is a magnificent self-portrait in words (and line art) and one of the more exquisite queer coming-of-age stories in years.
Winner of the Rainbow Book of the Year “I know of no other book that so tenderly, convincingly, and completely authentically captures the quest of a young, queer character. Beautiful!” – Benny Lindelauf Jip has an assignment from school for spring break: draw a self-portrait. That should be eas...

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1 review
Julie Ditton
November 27, 2025
Sensitive Exploration of Identity This novel is a touching story that delves into the mind of a young teen searching for answers. Jip is struggling with the art class assignment to draw a self portrait. The story is written completely in a stream of consciousness.as the character explores young love and self identity. Jip and the love interests remain gender neutral til almost the end, letting the reader get to know the character from the inside out.
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Ludwig Volbeda is a Dutch author and illustrator who has won the highest awards for both writing and illustration of children's books in his country. He likes to fill his walls and sketchbooks with small notes, drawings, cartoons and short stories; he has a fascination with everything small, such as buttons and beetles. His YA debut, River, was voted Rainbow Book of the Year by readers in the Netherlands.

Lucy Scott is a translator of Dutch and French literature into English. Her translated novel excerpts have appeared in The Georgia Review and in Elektrik: Caribbean Writing. She has translated, solo or with co-translator David McKay, two full-length works of adult fiction from Astrid Roemer: On a Woman’s Madness, which was longlisted for the International Booker Prize 2025 and shortlisted for the National Book Award for Translated Literature; and Off-White.

Ludwig Volbeda is a Dutch author and illustrator who has won the highest awards for both writing and illustration of children's books in his country. He likes to fill his walls and sketchbooks with small notes, drawings, cartoons and short stories; he has a fascination with everything small, such...

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