Girl on the Line

Life’s tough when you didn’t expect to be living it. But now that Journey has a future, she apparently also has to figure out what that future’s supposed to look like.

Some days the pain feels as fresh as that day: the day she attempted suicide. Her parents don’t know how to speak to her. Her best friend cracks all the wrong jokes. Her bipolar II disorder feels like it swallows her completely.

But other days—they feel like revelations. Like meeting the dazzling Etta, a city college student who is a world unto herself. Or walking into the office of the volunteer hotline, and discovering a community as simultaneously strong and broken as she is.

Or uncovering the light within herself that she didn’t know existed.

Praise for Faith Gardner's The Second Life of Ava Rivers:

"A beautiful, moving, and thoughtful story about how far we're willing to go for family." —Kathleen Glasgow, New York Times bestselling author of Girl in Pieces

“This remarkable novel reproduces the personal and family trauma associated with the loss and recovery of a missing child. The Second Life of Ava Rivers is an enthralling tale.” —Voice of Youth Advocates (VOYA) (starred review)

"Gardner’s unforgettable voice blends Jodi Picoult’s emotional, ripped-from-the-headlines storytelling with Mindy McGinnis’s unflinchingly honest protagonists." —Booklist (starred review)

“Gardner brings a unique tenderness focused on the human dynamics of creating family and individual identity in the face of tragedy.” —Bulletin of the Center for Children’s Books (starred review)

But can she find her way back to herself when everything she thought she knew is gone?

• Bipolar Disorder Representation: Journey’s diagnosis feels like an answer, but sometimes the treatment is as confusing as the illness in this honest, raw look at navigating mental health.
• First Love and Breakup: Her first love was supposed to be forever, but he couldn’t handle her “big feelings.” A poignant exploration of love, loss, and letting go of the past.
• Slow Burn LGBTQ Romance: Meeting the dazzling Etta is a revelation. She’s a world unto herself, and maybe, just maybe, the key to a future Journey never imagined.
• Finding Hope: From the brink of despair to a volunteer’s chair at a crisis hotline, Journey’s path is about discovering the community that can save you—and the light you can save in yourself.