Exploring connections ... chasing for vibes: abstract motivation / essays. self-therapy sessions
About this ebook
Many souls.
Especially ... femininity.
And ... whatever happens ... i always end up ... seeing new and new ladies around me ... on the stage of my life.
Unfortunately ... i am shy.
I am so shy ... that i look ridiculous ... but no matter what ... life simply continues.
And i see ... new and new ladies ... waiting for me ... to connect with them.
Unfortunately ... i just delay all.
Excusing myself ... that i am not really ready yet.
Meanwhile ... the Universe smiles.
Waiting.
Somehow ... inducing me the illusion that i have all the time in the world.
That i am ... eternal.
Well ... of course ... i am not.
Or ... not yet.
So ... ladies are "delivered" at my door ... but i don't really understand the message.
Being ... so idiotic.
I am sure ... that like many, many others ... i know what is happening ... but ...
Well ... for sure ... my life lesson is related to ... duality.
With ... the ladies.
Many ladies.
And ... i don't even speak about ... sexuality.
No.
Hell no.
Cause ... all is about ... the ability to understand my destiny.
The divine plans.
But ... i just can't.
I am ... incapable.
Being ... nothing than ... a fool.
Not understanding ... life at all ... and for sure being ignorant too.
Extremely.
And ....
Well ... the karmic show continues ... whispering me the same message ... DUALITY.
Dreaming about happiness ... but not moving a finger to do anything ... what i actually have to do.
Yeah ... connect.
Connecting for real.
Be one.
One soul.
Allow my soul ... to melt.
Allow myself to be metamorphosed ...
Even if ... it might be ... irreversible.
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About the author
I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.
20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.
It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.
This is not a poet ... and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.
And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist... either.
I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.
Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.
I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.
I personally continue to ... write.
It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...
Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.
And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.
