"When it comes to dating, I seem to be going around in a circle. The ones I want don't want me, and the ones who want me, I don't want."
-Amelia
āI donāt know, I just think thereās too much miscommunication between guys and girls. I mean, no one knows what the fuck is going on. We need to have the discussion. We need to vent it and get it out in the open,ā I said, grabbing my drink from the bedside table.
_______ sat on the edge of the bed and put his shirt back on. āWhat do you want to know?ā
āI just want to know what guys are thinking. I mean we have sex and stuff and nothing lasting ever comes of it,ā I said, taking a cigarette out and lighting it. I knew I shouldnāt be smoking in the room, but I was too drunk to care.
āI donāt think I should say. We donāt know everything girls are thinking. I think some things are better left unsaid.ā
āI want to know. Iād prefer shit to be clearer, because Iām always confused,ā I replied. I could tell he was still a bit sexually frustrated, but he seemed okay to chat.
āGo ahead then, ask what you want. Iāll try give it to you as straight as I can. But donāt hate the messenger,ā _______ responded, taking the champagne from my hand and having some.
āI wonāt, promise. So why do guys act so interested and then not get in touch at all? ?ā I asked.
Excerpt taken from The Modern Break-Up.