You Will Never Be Me

· Penguin Random House Audio · Narrated by Eunice Wong and Risa Mei
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When cracks start forming in an influencer’s curated life, she finds out that jealousy is just as viral as a video in this riveting suspense novel by bestselling author Jesse Q. Sutanto.

Influencer Meredith Lee didn’t teach Aspen Palmer how to blossom on social media just to be ditched as soon as Aspen became big. So can anyone really blame Mer for doing a little stalking? Nothing serious, more like Stalking Lite. Then, Mer gets lucky; she finds one of Aspen’s kids’ iPads and swipes it. Now, she has access to everything: the family calendar and Aspen’s social media accounts. Would anyone else be able to resist tweaking things a little here and there, showing up in Aspen’s place for meetings with potential sponsors? Mer’s only taking back what she deserves—what should have been hers. 
 
Meanwhile, Aspen doesn’t understand why her perfectly filtered life is falling apart. Sponsors are dropping her, fellow influencers are ghosting her, and even her own husband seems to find her repulsive. If she doesn’t find out who’s behind everything, she might just lose it all. What everyone seems to forget is that Aspen didn’t become one of TikTok’s biggest momfluencers by being naive. When Meredith suddenly goes missing, Aspen’s world is upended and mysterious threats begin to arrive—but she won’t let anything get in the way of her perfect life again.
When cracks start forming in an influencer’s curated life, she finds out that jealousy is just as viral as a video in this riveting suspense novel by bestselling author Jesse Q. Sutanto. Influencer Meredith Lee didn’t teach Aspen Palmer how to blossom on social media just to be ditched as soon a...

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1 review
Crystal Stowers
May 14, 2025
Wow. This was a dark and twisty one! I loved how it was written, and I did not expect it to end like it did. It gives you some insight on how influencers do what they do. You will definitely look at them in a different light, or at least I do. I read all of her Aunties series and thought I'd see how she does in a more serious novel. I was not disappointed! Definitely a great read!
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Jesse Q. Sutanto is the author of the bestselling Aunties series, Vera Wong’s Unsolicited Advice for Murderers, and I’m Not Done With You Yet. Her young adult titles include The Obsession; Well, That Was Unexpected; and Didn’t See That Coming, and her children’s fantasy series is Theo Tan and the Fox Spirit. She has a master’s degree from Oxford University and a bachelor’s from the University of California, Berkeley. She currently lives in Jakarta with her husband and two young daughters.
Jesse Q. Sutanto is the author of the bestselling Aunties series, Vera Wong’s Unsolicited Advice for Murderers, and I’m Not Done With You Yet. Her young adult titles include The Obsession; Well, That Was Unexpected; and Didn’t See That Coming, and her children’s fantasy series is Theo Tan and the...

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